| iN LiFE, Y0U G0TTA GiVE iT Y0UR ALL. THERE'S S0 MUCH M0RE THAN JUST REALiZiNG H0W MESSED UP iT HAS BEEN. ALWAYS REMEMBER THE G00D THiNGS AND M0VE F0WARD. G0D HAS Y0U, HE ALWAYS HAS Y0U. HE HAS PLANS AND M0VES F0R Y0U. Y0U'VE JUST G0TTA BELiEVE maaaan, that was the BEST F0URTH 0F JULY i've ever had.. but, believe me.. i missed my family back at home..like homefry and jeeyan..but this fourth of july was something special.. soo cheeeelin' sooo relaxed sooo FUNNY hahaha. .didnt get any sleep expect for in the car.. hahaha.. when we got there it was so crazy .. because we were kinda shy around ray's family .. and like me, my brothers, cousins and april were sticking together.. later on, we realized they were madd friendly.. so we "bonded".. hehehe.. and thats where it all got started.. the first thing we did was play sports .. hahah.. jonah learned how to catch the baseball..hahaha.. and jam jam and justin were running around and chasing balls.. and ray was stealing balls from my little cousins haha.. without saying please..haha.. insider.. then we started eatting.. and snapple snatching.. finish half of the bottles and leaving them around.. tito with his funky tricks and jokes..haha.. things that april STiLL doesnt .. and we were eatting and cheelin .. THEN, siiiiiigh. mark lets everyone get in his BMW.. and let us drive it around.. ray with his beer in his hand..trying to get us arrested.. jeff driving a BMW stick.. siiiGh.. feelin like ballahs.. april attempting to move the BMW..didnt get very far.. and ray stalling infront of house hahah.. it was cooOoool.. and the POWER RANGERS insideRr.. driving around the club house..and ray giving us a tour..hahah.. wormy feet hahaha.. when we got back we started up a fire.. our hot fiiiiyah place..and we were having so much fun.. with the "train" ..and walking snoop seeing SO MANY DAYUM STARS.. niiiice.. beautiful beautiful beautiful stars..
picking up sticks.. and getting scared because of my dayum brother standing in the middle of the woods..hahaha.. dork.. denn we got  everything together and started to light up the crap.. putting newspapers and stuff like that..hahah .. jeff throwing the beer BOTTLE in the fire..whatta dummy .. THEN mark busted out the guitar.. and started singing .. straight up cheeeeeelin.. we were sitting in the camp fiiyaah .. just singing .. and talking and blah blah blah .. denn little by little everyone started "bonding" and "getting closer" .. taking pictures and jeff running with the sticks..hahhahaha.. that was funny .. stop sign insideRr..haaha..den AHEM.. dun dun dun !!! ray introduces the francisco family to the game.. EVOLUTiON.. also known as the BEST game in the worLd !!! man i had so much fun.. and i know alla of us.did.. look at the dayum pictures.. hahaha..this is where all da insiders were going on.. hahaha stupid brain.. hahahha.. and marie SLiM NOT SNAiL!! hahaha.. ray calling out his own signs.. HAHA, now THAT was funny.. " dead snake " off beat clapping.. my SLiM BLiND.. flying hippo.." its getting hot there.. its getting cold here".. trying to get ray outta the hippo seat.. " marie what are you LOOKiNG AT ".. " i caaaant see ".. me calling it the wrong names.. hahaha.. the funny noises that ray was making.. hahaha.. the tricky faces..the funny faces.. the musclar hippo..HiPPO NOT BULL! hahaha..daaaaayum theres just so much but i cant think of any of them.. just look at the pictures.. look how much we're laughing..the candids are so funny.. LOOK at ray trying to imitate my non-existing sign.. AWW, i loved this game..hahaha..hated being bird though
dayum and after all that evolution till the morning .. we decided to get somewhat of sleep .. so then we started building and putting up ray and john's tent.. it was SO black outside and we were using flashlights.. trying to nail the crap in with roccks.. felt like we were freakin nomads.. ray tricking me w ith the bug.. and i screamed..then the "power ranger" came.. they dont have police down there..and we got introuble.. so we were fixing it quietly..and because everyone was sleeping..we decided to end our fun.. so we all fell asleep .. i went too sleep with jonah in those little bumpbed things.. and in da morning.. exactly 5:30 i fell off the bed.. hit my back on the bathroom and hit my head on tito's door.. hahaha.. everyone woke up..that was soo funny.. so soo soo funny.. i was on the top top bed !! gRr.. because me and jonah were sharing and there was no dayum space..dayum bed.. i was sleeping ON my arms.. den we started eat.. took our 2 minute showers =D fun right april? then we ate..and went to church .. fun time at church it was.. it was so different from jersey's churches.. we went to the back in the child room.. and bugged outt.. fell asleep and bounced..wen we got back home.. jeff and the rest went to the basketball court and played ball.. later on we went to go swimming which was the cutiest thing EVER.. because jam jam and justin were swimming under that mushroom thing..and it was soooo cute.. couldnt get oveR itt.. some kid kept pushing justin and jam =T i was about to kill that kid..den we all ate..took showers.. and we started packing up .. we then left..dayum.. we  had so much fun .. we were in the car talking about it .. and remember some funny crap .. hahaha.. in the car.. mostly everyone was sleeping.. we were stuck in traffic FOREVER.. and yeah .. we took madd pictures.. and wen we finally found out what was all the traffic.. we felt really bad.. we saw someone in a body bag.. and the car was DONE.. it was so bad.. i felt so bad.. maaan.. life is TOO short.. everytime i see those things.. it opens my eyes.. and i feel extremely blessed..that i'm still alive.. maaan.. god bless that person's soul.. maann.. den we got to a rest stop .. and cheeled there for a while.. deeen we were on da road again.. bugging out.. listening to music and straight up tiiiiiiired.. me jonah and april kept talking about the evolution..that we missed doing so much .. so we decided to take PiCTURES =D...hehehe we started doing our favorite signs and stuff.. battery was SLOWLY DYiNG..
and how can i forget our wonderful pet that we got from poconos.. the wonderful wonderful.. cute and green .. beautiful little pet.. hahaha.. its sooooo cuuuuute.. and sticky .. hahaha.. april named it "pocono" loving memory of our trip .. hahaha.. the cutiest thing ever.. when we got home .. me and april made a home for him..hahaha.. crazy us.. it so cute.. omg.. hehehe.. we are so dayum creative..for a freakin worm .. my goodness..the things i do with this girl.. alan came over because he missed us so much .. and we took the kids hair cuts..and we were gona watch the fireworks..but then we were so tired..and we were all watching movies..that we just watch the fireworks from outside the window..which was greeeeat.. i loved it.. den we ate.. 3 HOURS of BONDiNG with the family and cousins.. and blah blah .. it was soo cooOoooooL.. i love my family so much .. thennn.. april slept over..and her and i were bugged.. and SLEEPY.. april was like falling to the floor.. bLah.. woke up .. ate pancakes..and was off too the YE auxie meeting // practice.. and yeah it was so frustrating..!! but saw BESTFRiEND. i was so happy..my goodness.. and den we ate pizza.. and cheeled.. prayed and praised..hahaha..i'm excited for YE..this weekend.. thank you to steve for picking me up .. you guys are the bomb and ken for buying me french fries YOUR SO SWEET.. when i got home.. we painted..and went over to ray's BBQ.. hahah us neighbors are so dayum cool..hehehe.. when we got there.. we ate and talked and cheeled.. waited for people to come.. met more people from their family.. and yerpp..bugged out.. listened to music and talked a lot.. whow.. this was the best weekend everRr.. i loved it.. then alan and JR and dem came to the BBQ.. and cheeled.. den mark and his cousins went to get beer.. and more of ray's friends came over..den we played EVOLUTiON which was so funny. because ray's friend has no face expressions and its SOO funny.. his weird bird signs hahaha.. fun lots of insiders and jokes..like going to the beat of the song..that guy in the green making funny ass faces..the pete look alike.. den we ate.. and the beer came.. we we talked cheeled and junk.. me and ray drinking boost.." WASSUH, watchu know about thiiiiis. " den around 2-ish the guys left.. and me and ray and april and their cousins were just talking till late.. and me and april went home and waited for jeff.. den i hopped on the fone for the rest of the night.. woke up madd late this morning.. and now i'm talking to april on da fone.. just wanted to say THE F0URTH OF JULY 2004 WAS H0000000TDAYUM. STRAiGHT UP CHiLLiN&RELAXiNG. FUN AS HELL. FiiiiiiYAH.
i L0VE THE THiNGS THAT G0D PUTS iNFR0NT 0F ME. i FEEL S0 BLESSED. i FEEL S0 HAPPY.
..and thats how the cookie crumbles, i'm out yaaaaalls. hope you enjoyed.. drop em' eprops..
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jut bo0tY: did u kno theres really a sexybootyliciousbabychick?
hahahaha, memories. YE11, rocked yo.
designer of my heart, i love you so, i just wanted you to know
" jesus you are my best friend, and you will always be, nothing will ever change that " dayum whatta weekend..OMG where do i start.. well everyone basically had the whole.. inside joke list for the auxies, YE11's weekend.. heres some..
SOME CANDiDATES, ALL PROPS T0 KEN F0R THE PiCT00RS
room 41. bombdiggity // bananananana // singing praise songs 3 o'clock in da morning with stef // story telling in our room // me screaming loosing my voice during practice..people found that REALLY funnie lol // tito emil's attack run!! // stepping on todd's back // LiZ FLASHiNG US! // singing the wrong words // fid's lord and god " // vigil baby, forshizzle it rocks // lean back aka lean on me // HEAVEN YEAH. // i like this song..you like this  song..coz i like this song // max - " oh would you like me to write it down.. " later on .. " i dont get why they say HEAVEN IN THE AIR " // the introduction of the faciLa-potatos // " hes a lonely guy...todd, i didnt mean that ! " // sexybootlicious ? dang // JOE GOiNG TO ViGiL EVERY TiME // best friend braclets =D awww =*) the auxies all got dem // sweet november.. i MEAN SEPTEMBER! // taking funny pictures of the air " ducky " // marie ..marykate.. YO, your an elephant your so fat LOL // i didnt get any sleep.. "so...how was your sleep " hahah //dressing in the closet..// YO thats my fiance. lets fight // STOP FiGHTiNG!! TODD TELL THEM TO STOP FIGHTING! haha // chi making us cry in practice LOL // the million typos haha // lets go to vurgiiooL guys..you mean vigil? // $9.95!! that is pretty cheap // cold pizza makes her fart // dodgeball haha // " you need some freedom girL..snap snap // todd + marie = study team .. we rock =D ... // todd !! we're gona faaaaiL !! // D-EVOLUTiON-X introduction! // monica's lean back..hahaha..// " that stupid raaaaabbit haha " // we will, we will rock you! // using emergency elevator..hey fid, i wonder why it keeps beeping emergency..oh well // vigil AGAiN? i mean, vigiL HOORAY // i'm the niicest in evolution WHAT NOW. fid caught me // marie, you have beautiful eyelashes..all girls surround me.." woooooow " // noises in evolution.. //  FiD'S FACE EXPRESSiON [ soo funnie ] // todd making me tang 2 in da morning // sneakin in the kitchen, having a whole conversation about salt // playing with the salt shaker // best friend i'm going to get my towel..just use mine..no i'll get it.. later on.. "bestfriend get MY towel.." what the heck?! // wrestlin-talk with d-evolution-x // in the library playing. whaaaat. we're nice // catching candidates. tsk tsk // catching me for da first time, fiiiiid. // BESTFRiENDS DANCE MOVES. // yoogene playing with the bug haha // prayer to authority aka SNAKE // pink & green baby watchu know about thaat // fid and me sleeping. best friend mad haha // taking a shower with best friend. having fun conversation // steph dropping her underwear.SHOCK // we're NOT bestfriends anymore BESTFRiEND.." fiiiiine! jesus you are MY ONLY best friend.." hahahahahha // justin not knowing about the lobby elevator..HAHHA " i always took the stairs to get to the first floor, den i'd take the elevator " [ already saturday night ] // green eggs ewww // trying to get a picture taken from all the way on the top // taking jay's hat // getting mad at fid // " i just wanted to get my slippers and you just start crying " // GiRLS GON' WiLD ONLY 9.95 FREE SHiPPiNG AND HANDLiNG. if you act now ..." // the freeze times. when everyone's face would freeze // me taking shots with icecream // ken feeding me .. some yummy white castle..// these hot dogs look freaking [ cook lady passing by ] good ?// matching wit best friend // YOU CALL HER BEST FRiEND? AWW, MARiE..WHO'S MARiE?!.. MY BEST FRiEND..// my fruit punch!! ooo!!ooo!! (slipping in bestfriend's cup my water) // hey sweeeeeeeethang [ray2me] // OUR BEAUTiFUL SKiT, YO WE ROCKED iT =D AUXiES YOU GUYS WERE THE SHYAAAAT. theres so many more inside jokes i just cant think of dem ..mann it was sucha great YE..
me and my beloved fiiiid =] hehehe. okay, you are nice with it. =P
whoever went to the YE knows what this picture is ALL about. hahahaha. the copy cats.. =D hahahaha. daaaaas wassuh' dayum they were nice wit it.
MORE PiCTURES OF THE WEEKEND WiLL BE POSTED
after i got back from the YE, i came home and everyone was glad to hear i'm back.. i got a welcome home party =] the boooys were over.. and we got waaaaasted !! it was crazy.. nina was over for alittle bit but she had to leave.. the drinking didnt stop till 4 dis morning haha.. madd stuff happened too.. craaaaazy thaaangs. some insideRrs from last nite..actually las nite, and this morning.. everything ended at like 6..
insiders. ---
YO jr, hit this. nevermind, marie hit this // cheelin in the backyard, i want to sing! // tripping and falling // eatting wings. dayum its good // singing karaoke // me and april making videos // nina tease ..NOT FUNNY! // marie, if you have a boyfriend..i swear..he better be..shoot..he better be just as good as me .."oh dayum, good as you? thats like..what ..shit? // coz alan isnt that cute [ allan standing right behind her ] // TWOOOO!! TWO!! TWOOO!! // hahaha me and april licks // showing nipples // hiiiii dad !! // " hes HOT..let me see ..let me see.. " // i almost fell out of the window // haha everyone falling // MARiOOoooO // hands to the mouth [ LOL ] // april locking herself OUTside. // thinking that the vibration was a bee // hes like jerking off // flag chair // everything else, i cant remember though..
this has OVER all been the best weekend so far this summer. aaah, i just cant be anymore happier. i just love it. if the only way for me to be with you
is in my dreams..then let me dream forever 
..and thats how the cookie crumbles
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CHANGE MY XANGA SONG FOR NOW. its crazy because when i hurd it, i just needed to put it. OLD school for yalls.
i'm cheezin' so much that my braces are showing =P YES, i'm offiicially a braceface.. =] hmps.. yerpp.. sooo this whole week .. i dont exactly remember which days it were.. but i did a lot of things.. i watched a movie with my lovlies on wednesday? i think.. and thursday? we went too somerset..ahha, went to shorthills too.. and we just drove around for hours.. went to 7eleven.. me and apriL's good day=] we had a great time just bugging out in da car.. driving at the two ends of new jersey.. haha, singing songs.. with her brother's 2000 songs on his MP3 player.. straight up cheelin .. ahhh, i lo ved itt.. watched movies.. i know, i cheel with homefry a couple of times this week? annnd, lots of visitors and hang outs.. i just cant remember .. BUT yeah, my summer is going sooo well .. i cant belive it.. i never thought it would come out THiS GOOD. soo yeah on friday i woke up madd early to have jeans EXPRESS jeans stuck in my maiLbox =P homefry got my daddie scared..hahaha.. soo my sugah came overr.. and we cheeled.. hung out.. thenn.. i went to get my braces..haha, i took the pill guys.. MAN, i got my braces put on and i didnt even know..yeahh, i kinda like it.. actually i really like it.. just the pain is an ass.. YERP, so when i was going home.. april called and i picked her up.. went to my house..and got ready..cheeled and bugged out a little bit.. den i was picked up =] hahaha.. OH man that was so much fun.. OMG, it was raining and it was so funnie.. because we were looking for a shirt that says jesus is my homeboy.. and so, we went to hudson mall.. and freakin' kim, jay, ryan, steve, fran and me were running in da rain.. OMG we were gona die..hahaha.. we were like hoppin' rivers yo haha.. wen we finally got in .. and was all wet .. we saw jaycee there..hahah.. so we cheeled there for a while and buggeed out.. and den we were off to newport..the rides were so much fun .. because jay just kept making me laugh .. hhaha so many insiders.. the voices.. hahaha.. it was SO much fun.. somehow we got to newport..hahaha.. 50 cents for parking?! hahah wen we got in there.. i flirted with the guy to get the shirt.. which worked =P jay says " how do you do it.. i need to start shopping wit you more often.. you always do it man.. DAYUM " .. hahaha.. we cheeled at newport..then went to get some bubble tea at the spot..hahah jay didnt take 92839 years dis time though.. den we left.. and we were driving around haha.. we somehow  ended up in burger king.. and wen we got there.. i was drinkin pills like crazy..hahaha. dancing around and being stupid haha.. after all that was done.. we were off to BLD.. which was fun.. we were late.. and i was running to the freakin thing..omg it was so funnie.. the prayer before my prayermeeting was SO good.. i felt it yo.. when i got out there. =] it was just fiiiiiiyah.. as gino quotes in his xanga " it was too hot. maybe because it was Marie's prayer meeting in which this fabulous young lady did a greeeaaaaaattt job in which God used her as HIS instrument. Good Stuff Marie. you put the gym on fire...with the Holy Spirit, what? "hehehe.. i'm so happy everyone loved it.. i got some good ass feedback.. i'm so happy =] everyone loved it.. i looked up .. at my reflections, holy spirit, ending and sorries and saw everyone crying.. i looked up for the peace, adoration, thanksgiving, high praise, and stuff.. and saw everyone bugged out and laughing =] OMG it was just soo good.. i didnt think i had it in me to make sucha big impact on people.. i felt soo good inside.. i felt so good up there.. even though my braces were killing me.. everyone i wanted was there=] and it felt great.. cheelin with the DX was definitely a pLus..i missed them .. oh man it felt great.. kim and the gang being there was just soo great.. my songs were great=] said by many =] it was overall the greatest feeling in the world.. i was being stop every minute just to be told my prayermeeting was good..OH, and when i asked people if they liked it..they said the loved it=] MAN it was just soo good.. afterwards everyone was just bugging out taking pictures.. cheeelin.. wen i got home.. i cheeled with allan for a little bit.. then kim and the gang came over.. and we took pictures.. around 2 o'clock in the morning .. daaaas wassuh =P we had so much fun just bugging out on my street.. aww i love them' .. next day.. saturday.. i woke up madd early ..for the basketball games=] back on the basketball league-ing.. and it was straight up cheelin.. PHASE1 i love you guys .. you guys are sucha great time.. you've made sucha huge impact in my life.. feels like i have a 3rd family.. the love that you guys share on court is on point.. i'm so proud of you guys.. its been a great season.. soo yeah, it was fun.. went to the  mall..shopped till i dropped.. den we went to target! my favorite store in the whole worLd.. me and april were running around and just bugging out.. it was so much fun.. the target in jersey city is HUGE!!! .. i loved it .. me and april were about to die.. we were talking about how great the day has been .. bought madd shyat.. wen we got home.. the boys, april and i were just talking.. den watched movies..cheeled outside of alan's house around 2 in da morning.. with mike and some dude.. they left.. i went to sleep.. sunday [ today ] i woke up 7 .. den went to the games.. watched ..cheelin had fun.. bugged out.. went to the mall.. ate .. cheelin with alvin.. just laughing haha.. and got back to the gym to watch my favorite team =] TLC.. they kiiiilled em' of course.. i love that dayum team.. then we went to edgewaters.. with al, jeff, and april.. wen we got home.. my cousins came back from florida.. cheelin cheelin=] alan came over.. and we were just cheelin at home.. taking pictures and what not.. homefry came over.. and we bugged out =] YES.. its BEEN A GREAT WEEKEND =] and GREAT WEEK.. new changes, new feelings, new everyyyything.. everything is just brand new.. all the insiders and jokes were so great =] aaaaahhh..
the gang two in the morning buggin out=] // me and tony. MY BUDDY hes soo cooL. mr. cup. i'm so gLad we've gotten a chance to actually get to know each other.
 
MY DX=D MAN i LOVE YOU GUYS!! // MY TiNKiE=D
 
bubble teaing =] // steve, me and jay DORKS i love em
 
weirdos.who had the idea to do this?! =P // me & my " new boyfriend " [haha insider] .. looks like i have to pee..what the hell is wrong wit me.. maybe because it was 2 in da morning..
 
SO YES, this is the iKiSSEDJUSTiNBACKSTAGE talk about =] hahaha. awww. diane says "guys pretend to read the shirt, but really they are staring at your BOOBiES!! HAHA " omg, where did i come up with these friends of mine =P i'm kiiiiidding!
so these are pictures of my room.. fran very much admires my room hahaha..BY THE WAY, its a watermelon. not a ladybug..haha
 
 
me and justine.. SHES SO COOL! // STOP TOUCHING MY FACE! hahaha
 
..god i'm so cheesiiie. // justine and me makin faces as alan keeps clicking.. ahha and nina " pretending " not to look at the camera.. =P
 
me with the cousins and justine // HOMEFRiESS =D
 
my fan shirt, given to me by bigs. i LOVE you guys. you guys are the shyaaat. the memories jokes and everything. i will cherish EVERYTHiNG..man i wish i hada picture of the team.. // TiNKiE.. thank you for everything =* at bLd ..cheelin =D
 
haaaaa. fid&i make pictures A THOUSAND WORDS. [insider] // me and the gang.. YAY i love them. jay thinks i'm good with the dudes and giving us a discount. i'm niiiiice with it ! hahaha.
 
i have sooo much more to write.. but i doubt i'll write half of wat i wish i can.. but yeah .. MORE pictures will me up.. EXCiTiNG ones. dont worry "hubbyyy" i'll get our picture =] because I KISSED JUSTIN BACKSTAGE =P i'm gona gooo cheel upstairs with the boys ..or? be a fone slut.. get att meeee =P i'm so cheesy and happy =D BEST SUMMER EVER. [ by the way, shout outs to TONY, JUSTiNE, AND KiM for the pictuuuures. you guys are the bomb =] more to come guuuuuys ]
things dont always go the way you dreamed..
sometimes, they come out even BETTER. thank you =*
...and thats just the way the cookie crumbles
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PiCTURES FR0M APRiL AND ALSO KEN'S CAMERA. ALL PROPS T0 THEM. THE F0LL0W PiCTURES ARE JUST 0NES THAT WERE TAKEN THiS WEEK.
from breakfast. =] ha.. those were some good days in the hotel..
 
canada heads surprise.. =D haaaaa. pictures pictures pictures. canada BLD is the shyaaaaat. haha. see you guys soon =] SO many inside jokes. aaaaww i wish i could think of them but i cant. =T uuuuuRghs. well. pictures tell it all.. props to ken for the pictures..
 
 
 
 
 
 
PiCTURES from the summer 2004 francisco vacation =] Haaaa.
first we went to virgina on the side thats next too DC..
den we went back home on wednesday.. den left again to
go camping in virgina.. till sunday.. so heres pictures..
camping pictures, hotel pictures, and car ride pictures too..
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
more pictures will be posted =] BEST SUMMER `2004.
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